Whizz Kid's PhanTom~~

2011-11-23T09:11:00.001-08:00

Be a Buddhist. This means you must have taken refuge in the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha, committing yourself to follow the Buddhist path. It is absolutely necessary to have taken the refuge vow (during a formal refuge ceremony with a qualified lama) in order to be qualified to take the higher vows and Initiation required to do a tantric practice such as this Vajrasattva Retreat.
Have taken the Vajrasattva Initiation, which will require taking the aspiring and engaging Bodhisattva Vow. Tushita will arrange for these Vows and Initiation to be given during the Orientation Week.
Be in stable mental health with no recent history of mental illness. During the Orientation Week, all retreaters must have an interview with the Retreat Leader and/or Spiritual Programme Coordinator to check suitability.
Have significant experience in the Lam Rim (the graduated path to enlightenment). This includes both study of Lam Rim topics AND Lam Rim retreat experience, such as several 10-day Lam Rim courses, a one-month Lam Rim retreat, or several individual Lam Rim retreats.
Check with your teacher, if now is an appropriate time to do this retreat.
Come with a strong determination to complete the entire retreat! Some people doing this retreat will have a commitment to complete 100,000 mantras or to do a three-month retreat, and others may have no commitments at all. The commitment will vary according to the Lama giving Initiation. In any case, please be aware that this retreat is not a holiday! It is hard and intensive work and one needs a firm motivation and determination to cope with the difficulties which inevitably arise.
Have read all information on this website about the retreat, the Rules of Discipline and Keeping the Silence, and agree to follow the discipline of the retreat. If a person's behaviour becomes disruptive to the group, Tushita management has the right to ask them to leave.

Business Lecture

2011-11-22T06:42:00.001-08:00

Banks don't tend to like lending to businesses were they have more 'capital' in the business than the businesss itself.

Financial Highlights in Executive Summary

-Profit Margin

-Break-Even Point

-When Positive Cash Flow is reached

-Return on Capital Employed

-Anticipated Gearing

Good plans have sensitivity analysis to give the reader a chance to compare scenarios.

Good plans show their assumptions underlying their big ticket items.

Good plans have integrated forecasts and go that extra mile providing health checks (e.g. ROCE, Gearing)

Plans that are honest and try not to hide financial difficulties are better: after all, one point of using financial information is to help people to see risk/rewards. Business plans that display this are often mature and reasoned. Better to show the holes in the plan on paper rather than have them occur in reality.

2011-11-05T16:12:00.000-07:00

Einstein was a determinist who suggests that 'for everything that happens there are conditions such that, given them, nothing else could happen'.
Heisenberg uncertainty principle, 'nothing is certain'.

Einstein refuted the idea by saying 'god doesn't plays dice with the Universe'

Proven through experiments: everytime we look at the electron, there is uncertainty with the position of it.

There is always the wild card and possibilities in whatever we do.

In some sense, we do have some free will, no one can pre-determine what we are going to do later.
There is always the wild card.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFLR5vNKiSw&feature=related

Hello!

2011-03-10T18:13:00.000-08:00

It's been long since I last blogged. I'm now studying in the University of Warwick as a Mechanical Engineering student. What should I say?
I'm just a typical student waking up everyday, go for lectures, study, check my mails..then at night maybe go to the pubs? or read books from e-book.com

I envy my friends study in Australia and Canada. They are very relaxed and enjoy the company of many friends. I stay off-campus and I feel very bored having to take the bus 40minutes a day just to get to my University.

Hmm..

The reason I spend my time writing this is to put a statement which I find very meaningful in a sense that it helps us to understand more about our faith.

By Jefferson(one of the founding fathers of America):

To talk of immaterial existences is to talk of nothings.
To say that the human soul, angels, god, are immaterial, is to say they are nothings, or that there is no god, no angels, no soul. I cannot reason otherwise...without plunging into the fathomless abyss of dreams and phantasms. I am satisfied, and sufficiently occupied with the things which are, without tormenting or troubling myself about those which may indeed be, but of which I have no evidence.

That's all for today =)

Care for you =)

2010-06-27T13:01:00.000-07:00

Waking up everyday having no worries is such a wonderful feeling. Of course I've graduated from my tedious and pain-stakingly boring 18months A-levels programme.
I wanted to start working and have my own car driving around the city. That's what I plan to do during this holiday.
Speaking about where I stay in KL, I live with my so called 'brother' Cheng Heng at Taman Melati. We had a great time being independent from parents. I miss my college friends of course. The chance of being intimate with my course mates have ended.

Now Im focusing more on developing my soft skills and I start hanging around with my childhood friends. My primary school friends most of them study in TAR college and we had a lot to chat about my past and their pasts too. I realise how stupid I behaved when I was around 11-12yrs old. So naughty and hyperactive with disregard about other people's feelings.

There's a major examination happening in their college during the time when I was visiting them. I feel grateful to Lee Peng and Hui Ting for forking out their time to accompany me go around killing some time at the food courts.

When I look at her, she's all smiling and when she's angry, she just shrugged off whatever difficulties she is facing. I love her carefree attitude and she's so cute when she couldn't really remember or understand only partially whatever materials she's obliged to memorise. I am pretty good at this kind of stuff and I wish I could some sort of enchant her with 'power' to do well in her exams.
There's one time when I accidentally threw a bottle of 'listerine' at her eyes. I was soo inconsiderate making her eyes bulged. I feel really sorry to her. Sorry ya LP :P
Although she was in pain, she never complains. Just silently kept it to herself. I admire that part of her altruism. That's all to report about myself thus far.
I'll talk about her more ^^ in my next post.hahaa alrite

Albert Einstein's relativity.

2010-03-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

Special relativity:
-speed of light is constant in a vacuum for all observers.
1)time dilation->the faster u go the slower the time ticks
2)length contraction-> when something is moving towards u..it's length is measured shorter
3relativity of simultaneity-> different observer see things differently.
4)energy can be converted to mass.vice versa

Relativity:
1)gravitational time dilation..
nearer to earth time ticks slower
2)light rays bend in gravitational field
3)universe is expanding
4)frame dragging..4 dimensional space where mass move together with it

Utada Hikaru rock my world !!! LOL..

2010-01-07T01:52:00.001-08:00

I give you my heart..
Hold on,let me sign it..
Your senorita a.k.a your best friend
Hereby let it be known
Love like never before
I'm always at your service
You just got to holla at me.

NYC NYC What what
Tokyo Tokyo What What
Send it up to the street up the highest
To the highest,high
mp3 mp3 players
work it out work it out hustlers
Om Mani Padme Hum

You know I, gonna be yours tonight
We are gonna...oohhhh..ahhhh...
FYI we are gonna be up all night.
I'll see you later,call me
You know my number..

Like Captain Pichard..
I'm chilling and flossing.
It's 7 O'clock
I issue a warning.
that's right,we are stealing this show..
Damn right, let it em know.
We 're sipping Chardonnay.
from 2p.m. on a working day

Ching-a-ling ching-a-ling what what
Ching-a-ling ching-a-ling what what
Take me down to the fields where the grasses
Where the grasses, lie
Mp3 mp3 players
Work it out, work it out hustlers
Om mani padme Hum

You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna... Ooh aah
FYI We're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later, call me
You know my number

See I don't need a free loader
No, I don't want a free loader
If you want a piece of this stuff
Got to give, got to give something

You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna... Ooh aah
FYI We're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later, call me
You know my number

You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna... Ooh aah
FYI We're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later, call me
You know my number

Sleeping in class =P

2009-12-09T19:56:00.001-08:00

Brothers and Sisters =P

2009-12-09T19:49:00.000-08:00

A common misapprehension..

2009-10-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

As originally derived in 1907, Einstein's famous equation E=mc2 says that the liberation of an energy E by any system will cause it to lose a mass m equal to E divided by c2, the square of the speed of light. This is just as true of a burning tree as of a nuclear bomb, except that the energy released in ordinary burning is too small to allow a measurement of the decrease in mass of the products of combustion. If one insists on saying that mass is converted to energy in nuclear reactions, then one must say the same of ordinary burning. The true source of the energy released when a tree burns is the sunlight absorbed during the tree's life, and the true source of the energy that is released in a uranium fission is the energy stored in the nuclears when it was formed in a supernova explosion long before the earth condensed from the interstellar medium.
This explains when tree burns..it just change it's state into Co2 and some by products.
However there must be some very small amount of loss in mass..at subatomic levels.

Life....

2009-10-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

This is a special post for the muggers.
I got mugged few days ago and I was thinking about the entire incident which affected my thinking quite significantly..

I was wondering this person physically healthy and capable of carrying out work loads like any other adults..
Why should he resort to this kind of way to obtain money from others?

1) That guy is purely pathetic without any faith or religion. He is just a bastard full of ignorance. By stealing from others, you took away what people are entitled for and take things which doesn't belongs to you AT ALL..that guy is soo pathetic..
He inflict sufferings to others but as a matter of fact he himself is living in such a hideous condition having to commit such an abominable act.

2) What's the purpose of living if you bring unrest to our community. It is better that guy doesn't exist at all. He doesn't contribute anything to our community and acted like an animal in a violent and uncivilised way to gain foods(money). He is like a wild beast eager to satisfy his own needs and cravings.
I feel like vomiting having the thought of this kind of person exist in our community.

3)He is bold enough to carry out this act simply means he doesn't have any love and affection to others. Does that guy has any close relatives or family memebers kind enough to advise him to stop that act? It is such a shame thing to do and I assume that guy must be an orphan or an impudent child receiving inadequate education and attention at home. He is Pathetic.

To sum everything up, I just want to express out my feelings to the muggers..
You guys are pathetic bastards who have nothing better to do.
Go ahead live your life that way and die without any dignity.
U took away my handphone and some cash..
So what?
When I work, with knowledge I can earn back in a few days time..
I will never resort to such hideous act..

NEVER!

Experience getting mugged

2009-10-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

I was walking back after a long day of shopping and enjoying foods around KL..suddenly, a guy came out of nowhere held a knife pointing towards me...
I was shocked,terrified and stunted..
I gave him whatever I have...
Handphone...Money RM200...

That guy is an ass hole!! I showed him middle finger the time I walked away...
I feel this weird feeling of scared and nervous...
It feels so unusual...
I hated myself for walking through the dark alley..
But that's my regular route back to my Uncle's apartment.

My Days.....

2009-08-11T14:49:00.000-07:00

2nd semester have started...
All the classes started and I'll be going through the usual hectic lifestyle I experience in my first semester..

Currently I m in the 18months programme which is a fast-track programme...
My college timetable is divided into 9 segments..
Each segment is actually 45minutes..
Being in an 18-month programme, everyday I have classes..class cancellation is something unheard of...
Everyday there are 9x45 which is 405minutes of classes...that is approximately 7 hours of schooling hours..
I call it schooling..I dont consider myself in college..
You'll know what I mean when u continue reading..

Being a playful guy in nature..
I dream of going to Taylor or Sunway like my frens!
They?? SPM no nid study hard...just get few As can study ADP(American Degree Programme) in the colleges.
According to them, they can go CC everyday play dota until late at night...
Classes in the afternoon and they can go clubbing once in awhile..
After that can go US to study..
Well, I believe my parents can afford me for the program too..and I really wish I can follow them..
Or maybe go Australia la..study SAM for a year then go Perth..
Like that oso better lar..rather than stuck in this college..haizz

My taylor friends...
After class, yo bro...wana go eat Bak Kut Teh or Ko Lo Mee?
Then sooo syiok go eat..Sushi? or Korean foods?
Damn !!!
That's what they relate to me when they have their semester breaks..
They told me...
Finding a girlfriend there is sooo easy..
U can easily change girlfriend anytime you want...
The girls are beautiful and know how to make up...
Even my friend not very handsome oso can "dump" girlfriends...

I listen everything he said...I sigh with my college..
I feel like dying...
Why should I lead such an unhappy life??
I'll try to explain my college life and is there still a purpose of me living...??

EACH DAY..
I wake up...
7.20a.m. I bath and ready for classes..
What's waiting for me in the dining hall??
Bee Hun/Mee...plain 1...very very plain..
The Milo? No Smell1..like drinking plain water..just that it's brown in colour..

Ok class starts..
blah blah blah..the teacher convey their messages...it's ok..
This colleges' facilitators are quite nice...
The quality is there...

10.25 we had a shortbreak..
Normally I'll be in the Resource Centre checking my mails and do some research on my course..

10.45? Rush to my next class..

1p.m. What's waiting me??
CHICKEN!
CHICKEN!
Everyday CHICKEN!
ok sometimes fish..the fish...sucks..
Nevermind.. I have to learn not to be choosy..
I think this kind of problem arises because..last time I too "ho mia" ady..
Everyday at home..
My mum cook 4 dishes..there will be soup for sure..
Now I really appreciate my mums' cooking...MUMMY!!!!!! I LOVE YOUR COOKINGS!!!
ahhhhh THE VEGETABLES IN my college..Like twigs!!!

2p.m.
afternoon class starts again...
ok lor..listen listen listen teacher teaching lor..
Then 4.15p.m.
I shout to myself...Yahoo!!! All classes finally ended..
Then mayb I'll be in the RC enjoy myself surfing the internet..
Internet connections in my apartment are Fantastic..
U can detect the connection but u cannot connect it..
Even if you are able to connect it...loading google homepage is taking forever..
Nice right?

Being an avid gamer since young..
I love playing dota..
Come here..I play dota? NO time..
If i spend 1 hour playing dota...the next morning I cannot wake up..
I get tired easily..haizzz

5-7p.m. normally I sleep lor...
So tired....whole day like having war...trying to digest everything the teacher said..

7p.m. go eat in the dining hall..
Guess what's waiting?
CHICKEN!!!
nice! (==,)

At night I'll be in my apartment completing my homework or maybe chit chat with friends...

Well talking about friends..
I have a lot of friends in this college..
They having different thoughts and opinions but most of them are caring and nice..
Especially my batch...everyone helps one another..every1 is friendly..
I'm glad I have supportive friends !

The seniors are very nice too..
I have a very good senior nickname "Apple" who always helps me whenever I feel depressed..
Ok I admit..we mix together pretty well...the reasoN??
Because both of us share the same problem...
We are depressed..
Depress of what??
With this kind of lifestyle...
Everyday study study study...cannot enjoy oso...haizzz

I have a really really nice "joke" to tell..!
I prefer go Sawah Padi and become Petani than everyday thinking of solutions to problems and memorising facts...
As a petani..carefree..no nid think so much..
That's basically just an expression of how we feel..haizzz

Well occasionally we go Tanjung Malim and relax..
TM is the nearest city to our college..
My estimation of the radius of the city is about 2km?
That's how small it is...
But at least we can enjoy some foods there and the delicacies are nice!
Yummy!!

Weekends...what to do??
Cannot go out..stuck in prison..==
bo pian lor................................
After SPM, I tot I can relax for 6 months..
Mana tahu my mum send me straight to college...
First few weeks I enter the college, I feel like resorting to various suicide methods..
For the sake of going UK...no choice..

I have been working my personal statement quite some time...
I find the starting of my ps quite interesting and smooth..
Maybe I'll be able to attract the attention of the admin officer..
Who knows right??
ZZzzz..

Oh ya talking about girls..
Err what can I say?
In Terengganu, my hometown..I study in a Malay School...
The girl that I like...cannot even find...
I watch movie...like Hong Kong movies...or Singapore movies..
The girls are very fashionable..I very like leh..
But...haizzz
Then before I enter the college..
I thought this college will be like Taylor or Sunway..
AFter first day I enter the college..
My hope is immediately dampened...
I mean...mostly the girls like to study here...not very fashionable...
I admire elegance..
Whatever..those are just crap talks..Imaginary Thoughts that can never be fulfilled..
Unless till the day I step my foot on the soil of England...
Then, maybe the opportunity is there..

My previous girlfriend is quite nice..
She is very caring and understanding..
But her studies not very good, she always complain that she a bit dumb compare to others..But I find her personality very good plus she is pretty..hahaaa
She is now studying form 6..
Form 6 very hard o i hear a lot ppl say..A bit pity her..
What to do??
She no nid study lar...I pay everything for her...zzz
I stuck in prison..wana call her or meet her oso difficult..
No chance la...Can die liao...
I really feel depressed..
Arghhh!!!!
Patient!!
I nid to be strong...cannot give up easily..
I've gone too far to give up everything..
I nid to continue this race and get the best result out of it~!

Oh ya I forgotten to comment bout the new July intake..
The juniors..
The guy friends I get to know..
They are basically cool and nice..
I mean we share the same thoughts and perspective..
The girls??
errr...I m not too sure as I don't mix a lot with them..
Most of them are older than me..though I m considered the senior..
We are of the same age..but I november birthday...hahaa age as a limiting factor..
But no interest lor...they too matured..
I admit I childish little boy!! Haizz...
nevermind lo..I like the way I am..I feel happy always..
I can cast my depression aside very easily :)

niCe mV

2009-07-07T12:38:00.001-07:00

The Wonder of Learning Physics (knowledge)

2009-07-03T06:07:00.001-07:00

The beautiful things around us...the physics is everywhere..When you experience things in nature could be a rainbow or a sunset.Eveyone feels it's nice and it's beautiful..but it's so much more..
There's a hidden beauty and that's what I call the knowledge.It is that knowledge that gives us insight.People who doesnt have that knowledge..their experience is limited.Always narrows and shallow

Update ~~~

2009-05-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

I find that the TV series House is very interesting.

The story lines and how they solve complicated cases with contradicting symptoms is something which you shouldn't be missing.

Dr.House , Kutner ,Cathy , Amber , 13.... they played their role nicely showing their passion in the field of medicine.

I've always been interested to study medicine.

I wanted to know more about our human body. My level of thinking skills enables me to connect every symptoms and imagine in an in-depth way of how our human body is actually working..

For instance, if someone is having a cough..

First I identify what other symptoms he has..

nails , hands , colour of schlerotic ( eyeball colour ) , hair ..

Many factors need to be taken into consideration..

That guy's previous encounters like....what did he do yesterday or maybe in the past few weeks?

Suspected diseases?

Tuberculosis? Normal Cough? Trachea infection? Auto Immune response? Allergies?

Just giving you a general idea of how meticulous I am when analysing something..

Basically I have interest in Biology..everything is connected.

I wanted to be a doctor...

But...

My subjects in A levels are..

Chemistry , Physics , Economics and Mathematics..

So my biology level is just till SPM Level..

I also wanted to be an economist...

I love to know how investments are made..what sort of investments...the risk factors..

How banks manipulate money to earn more money...

I wanted to have the experience in setting up my own company..

Basically I love business too..

I am very particular about money..I always envy those billionaires...I wanted to learn from them...actually from what I observe...they are the lucky stars who actually made the right investments at the right time..this golden opportunity makes them billionaires.

Physics...

I love physics too..

I m pretty good at understanding things related to physics..

It's just logic and the ability to reason following the laws of nature.

If you are able to foresee what may happen later using your experience , your physics should be good..

Calculations are not a problem to me..

Using unknowns to get figures or answers is something I love to do..

PHYSICIST / ECONOMIST / DOCTOR...

I m a bit confused of what career should I enroll in....

I m interested in all the 3 almost unrelated careers...

Right now I m studying to be an engineer (physicist) same as problem solver....

If I get Bank Negara, I'll be an economist...

If I have the opportunity to study for medicine..

I'll certainly go for it..

Those are the things I have in mind now..

Just writing it out... xD

Life...

2009-05-11T02:26:00.000-07:00

Recently, my dad just bought me a new laptop..

It's Sony Vaio Fw-series.

It has a CPU core 2 duo 2.4ghz , 400gb internal harddisk , 4gb ram ,

256mb ATI radeon Graphic card.

I feel really happy because I finally owned a laptop !

I start installing all my favourite games inside...Call of duty 4, Left 4 dead , Warcraft , CS ...

I have 3gb size of musics in my harddisk..and the sound system embedded in my laptop is fantastic..It has High Definition Sound with Stereo Speaker plus Dolby Surround Technology..

I enjoy listening to musics...

Watching movies in this laptop is too good to be true..but it's really true ==

FULL HIGH Definition Screen with 16.4 Inch LCD Panel with Rich Colour..

The motions and frames produced by the LCD is soooo real...

Conclusion..

I feel very contended that I own such a great laptop..

I wanted to thank my PaPa for buying me such a good laptop and my uncle for giving the right advise to me in choosing this laptop.

To me ? Mac Sucks...

Well, it's good if you want something new and for designers..

But...c'mon I used Windows since I m 6years old...Windows 95...

I love Windows Operating System...Billgate you did a great job!

Ok that's all about my laptop..

I use it only during weekends so that my studies will not be affected by an "extra" entertainment ==

I won't be able to study if I switch on the music when I m studying..

I can't focus..so I lock my laptop in my closet...hehe

Ok...talking about my semester exam..

This semester I have to seat for Physics , Maths , Economics and Chemistry..A levels..

Well...I feel proud that I have fulfilled my responsibility to my parents by obtaining

A in Physics..

A in Mathematics...

A in Economics..

I haven't seat for chemistry yet because the exam is a bit delayed...

If I get all 4As then I'll be able to apply UCAS to top universities in UK and may get an offer letter..my personal statement needs to be written nicely showing my interest in the course I m taking which is being an Electrical and Electronic Engineer..(E&E)

My moral studies is ok...pass ==

But I failed my Malaysian Studies by getting (12.5/40)

Totally screw up that paper...because I didnt study at all..

Ok...just don't care bout that paper...after I get an offer letter from UK universities..

Who gives a crap about MS..

But I'll try work harder...to pass that paper..I just need to pass that paper..That's all.. 50% ==

I got Bank Negara interview last week...

I went through the interview from 8.15a.m. until 5p.m.

It was pretty tiring..I think I did a great job during the interview by convincing the interviewers that I really want to be an economist..

Well I applied to be an economist for Bank Negara Scholarship..

I don't mind being an engineer or an economist..

I love those two courses.. =)

I m waiting for the result whether I m accepted or rejected...Pray to the god..hopefully I get it..

JPA?

I got rejected...12A1 and 1A2...not qualified to get a scholarship..

A fren I got to know from JPA interview...5A1 4A2 got scholarship to overseas..

Of course he is a bumiputra..

But...the government should be more realistic...

The gap between our grades are soooo big...why am I rejected??

I feel so sad and thinking that my government doesnt wants to support me..

Study hard for what?

I won't work for this government because they don't support me..

I don't think of contributing anything to this government for not supporting me when I achieve good grades..

THE INTERVIEWERS ENGLISH WORSE THAN MY 9YEARS OLD SISTER ENGLISH.

Shit...invite those cockhead interviewers to interview me and I got rejected..

The other candidates their english suck like hell..

They still get JPA scholarships..I really feel unsatisfied...

Haiz..nvm..no wonder Malaysia cannot improve..Wawasan 2020? eat this _|_

Najib promised that 11A1 and above sure get scholarship...

So did I get??

Bullshit...

I m now putting my hope on Yayasan Terengganu..

Hopefully Terengganu government ,whatever links they have with the federal government can support me...

IQ test or whatever test I m ready for it..

So that's all...just writing about what I've been through this few weeks...

About the government thing...that's my personal thoughts..

If I offended anyone..you can leave my blog rightaway..

I m being truthful..I m 18years old..no bad intentions...just expressing my unsatisfaction about what happened...

My LiFe...

2009-04-17T09:10:00.000-07:00

With each passing day...I ask myself what am I doing in this world???
I feel lost !
Why am I having this kind of feeling?
You guys should know that all SPM 2008 students after finishing their SPM examination can be free for 6 months at least....
From December 2008 to June 2009...

Me?

I start studying January 2009 in College Yayasan UEM..
I feel so stressed !
Everyday....

8.00a.m. wake up...quickly change to smart casual wear...with LoNg Pants...
and 8.15a.m. the Classes begin!

10.30a.m. a short break...to 10.45a.m.
Then study again...
STUDy...studyyy studyyy...

Until 1p.m. lunch to 2p.m.
Then again studyyy studdyyy studyyy....
until 4.50p.m.

That's about 8 Hours..of class...
Shit..ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OF HIGH SCHOOL LIFe..
Now College again...
I m very frustrated....
Then at night...study study study again...
I hate this kind of life!!!
I want something more flexible !!!

I want to observe the market....venture into business....do what I like...
I know without a certificate of bachelor in blah blah blah I cannot do anything I like easily...it's like a license for you to work...
But...

I hate it!!!
WHY?????
I want some rest!!

Haizzz..........studyyy...
SPM i took 13subjects already damn stress d last time...
I mean...i really prepare for it...do exercises...but also play a lot of games..
get 12A1 and 1A2 is very very lucky liao....with almost 2 games a day for 365 days during Form 5...u can ask all my classmates...
That's the only entertainment I have!!
TERENGGANU...wat do u expect??
Clubbing? Close y lights in my room and switch on a torchlight...
Turn on ROck Musics loud...that's CLUBBING IN Terengganu..

SHOPPING?
Terengganu Got NOthing...Supermarket got lar..haizz

IT's like damnnn bored...only play games with people from other states...like DOTA..

After SPM...
Enter KYUEM...at the countryside...
GREAT!
I M IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE....
STUDYING EVERYDAY..
I FEEL SO TENSE LA....
I DONO WAT TO DOoO..............................HELPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!
I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE....
I So ENVY PEOEPLE GOING TO TAYLOR.....SUNWAY......
ALl sooo songg.....clubbing/dotaing....lepak......

Why do I need to study study studY??
I know I gain knowledge through studying...but..I don't like that kind of life...
Haizzz.............

I m at wit's end trying to figure out what can I do..
I may screw out my life by smoking....or taking alcoholic drinks...
I feel so tension...
How to release it??
I want to play dota but parents don't want to buy laptop for me..
Cos they scared I Screw up my A levels in KYUEM...

How??
What Can I DOOOOOO.........................................
KNOCK MY Head.. ==
I feel so sad.....upset!
A pathetic and lame guy...
Need someone to talk to...and share my problem =(
Galfren?
Haiz forget bout it...In Terengganu...1000girls only 1 or 2 can see de...
Talking bout chinese girls in my school..only got 10 i guess...
How many can I see??
Kosong.. 0 0 0 0 eggs...
Find a galfren in KL???
I wish I hav the chance...
BUt..no chance...study study study....
I want to be perfect person....study good/gentle/nice and great..
So?
So wHAT!
NO LIFe...damn it...
I hate living through this kind of life...
Haiz..it's not the real me...I m confined in the college studying everyday...

This is Not the real me!!!
The real me is....
zz dono how to say...
I want to....
Work...as a Chef?? Learn cooking skills from the Chef...then after few years open another shop beside the restaurant and take over my boss business...
Isn't it nice?

Or...open a business...sell something?
Like wat..hmmm...Franchise of air kelapa??beside the road1???
Why not??I WANT TO VENTURE!!!
I m ready to accept failure...take risk!!!

Or...study the markets in the internet...earn money through ebay...
I know I have a lot of ways to earn money..

But Right now...I cant do shit!...

My dad can provide me with the Financial Capital..
But...
Still need to study first...
Damn !!

ahhh just to express myself lah...
No matter what... I WILL STILL STUDY!!!

Tips on Scoring Straight A's in SPM!

2009-03-19T13:08:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone out there...
My name is Jaren...18 yrs old le...
But just like most of you out there..I m playful and lazy.
I admit I very lazy de..I don't like to study...
Let me tell you some details of my life during form 5...

I start my day every morning by taking a warm and comfortable bath..
I always make sure I take my breakfast! very important ar!!
I make my own Sustagen Chocolate which is my favourite drink! =)

Then,
I ride my motor to school !!
Vrooomm..Vroom...
Everyday I ride my motorbike to school...
Sometimes forget to refuel my petrol....=_=

I reach school...start chatting with my friends...and finish my school homeworks...
Everyday in school the teachers give a lot of homeworks and finish a topic just in 2 periods...
I find it very tiring but my other classmates are also enduring this kind of hectic life style..So I won't complain much..

How I study each subject in SPM!

For Bahasa Malaysia....
I always go tuition..in the tuition the teacher give me a lot of exercises related to KOMSAS...
This means I have virtually all information concerning the KOMSAS I study..
Sajak/Drama/Pantun...all have to know wat they mean...how to find answers in Exams...
Always got 3 questions given..
First can be found in the text given..just salin it out..
The second question i forgotten le...
But the 3rd question always ask pendapat de!
On top of that, you must know how to see the marks..
If they give 4 marks..you have to know...4 isi!
If they ask 2 isi only but 4 marks..
2 isi with 2 contoh !
This kind of common sense in answering questions you must master very good...
Practise makes you used to the questions..
Actually I did a lot of exercises in BM in the tuition , however I still don't have much confidence of my mastery on KOMSAS..I always have doubts because it's KBKK..
You have to think a very good and mature answer to present it to the examiner...
Ok..enough of KOMSAS..
Sucks..
Just remember! Try understand almost all KOMSAS components...drama/sajak/pantun...
Try read them..at least u know something about it!
good tuition teacher normally will revise all with you =)
I m lucky to have a good tuition teacher....CIkgu Norma Thank You!!

Karangan??
My karangan isn't very good..I always score okok only 67/100..
I m not very satisfied with my karangans...I always try to improve..I bought lots of karangan books...!
Remember, sasbadi karangan books normally very very good!
Try learn how they use those difficult words...
On top of that,try using lots of simpulan bahasa in your karangan!
It's very important..
And also need to have at least 5 isi!
Normally I do karangan like that...let me share with you all bah...

Bincangkan cara-cara menangani gejala sosial dalam kalangan remaja di negara kita..
Cara-cara..
So just talk about cara..
If they give you bincangkan pendapat...then you can give cara/sebab or so..so...
When you give cara..
You have to give cara like pengaruh rakan sebaya...elaborate it,seperti pengaruh rakan di sekolah..kenapa? ask yourself why? kerana lebih masa dihabiskan bersama kawan melakukan aktiviti...or anything lah...then give contoh...buat apa...
lepak??Hehee..
After giving 5 cara-cara..if you still have time...
Straight away give langkah-langkah mengatasi masalah ini...lolx!
The longer the karangan..the more marks you get =)

Ok..enough of that..The karangan berpandu part almost the same lah..
Don't stick to 250 too much..you can actually write till 300+..
But try organise your time so that you won't find you have not enough time to write karangan panjang!
In SPM I write karangan panjang first!

For tatabahasa,
Erm...you really have to always do exercises..
Actually BM I never study de...I just attend tuition..mayb that tuition teacher is very good...hahaa
tatabahasa you just have to know the rules...apply it and answer following the questions given! I can't help much in this..
The novel leh, you really have to rely on the spot teacher give you...
ALways come out latar? or nilai?
All those have to find out yourself...
Like SPM..they spot come out latar...really out wor...
You have to rajin find resources..like rumours or possibilities what may come out..
They got analysis some schools...try borrow from friends..
Normally MRSM or Sains School are the most Corrupted..or I say...the teacher BOCOR QUESTIONS DAmn Yeng...
If you see your friends do very well compare to you in MRSM or Sains..don't feel sad..Cos they know the questions before the exam =)
Not to be prejudice or what..
But MRSM and SAIns school people have no life..
Everyday study study study till 11p.m...no life..
We all mostly study in Sekolah Harian...can enjoy life with parents/more friends and also a more free life!
Our teenage life will be more meaningful!
Go pak tor oso good ! Lalala...

Ok..
NOW ENGLISH...
ENglish study apa??
You just read story books...guarantee your essay geng!
Your grammar weak??
Just read story books..
I don't know shit about preposition or pronoun...hahaha
...nola...Just lazy to know..
But..when I write essay, I automatically will write with good grammar..
Why?
You get used to it because you read a lot of story books..
Any pelik pelik or wrong grammar you will notice it!

NOW EST..
ESt erm I never study..I don't like my school teacher..
She always enter the class and say...
"Open your textbook"
Open page 62 and section C..Do it on your exercise book...
What the hell?
I tadika kid ar?? Copy those exercises in the textbook and do?
Those exercises more cham than ABC..
Normally those exercises are veryyy BOOOORING!
I never do it...HAhaaha
=_=

Sejarah?
Aiyah I very very lazy de...I don't like to study Sejarah..
But I recommend you guys out there to buy the BLUE BOOK..
Very good de...got a lot of isi well organised ady..
I never read sejarah Textbook in form 4 and form 5..
I Never Finish a single page!
I just read answers normally..
Sejarah very easy onlY!!!
Just read answers for every chapter..
Normally come out the same thing...
This is how I study sejarah..
I bought a lot of exercise books..
Then I pull out the answer sheet and start reading it..
In exam come out same thing nia =_=
AIyah Sejarah damn easy..
I no study de...
I everyday play dota...can ask my sister and mum...
They say I sure get teruk result in SPM =_=
I come back from school open the PC and start Dota...
Count down
5
4
3
2
1
Start game..hahaaa
After I pawn lots of noobs..I feel happy and contended!
I will study a bit nia..normally this is 2am already..
Then the next day in school I will sleep in class..
I don't sleep all classes la..
Normally I sleep before classses start...early in the morning..
I also sleep when the teachers are not arriving in time..
I also sleep during recess time..
LolX...!
Don't follow me ar !

What else??
What subject??
I wana go dota le...
If any extra subjects you guys want me to discuss..
I will discuss it...
I lazy le..
put a comment on the chatbox..
Thanks and goodbye...

Oh yeah...DOTA RULES!! :P

My SPM results is unbelievable !!! =)

2009-03-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

11th of March,

I was so nervous...whole day i pray...God help me plss...so many people put high hopes on me. Everyone always thinks I m good in studies.
But the fact is..erm..I m ok only..I don't really those "hardworking" types..
I couldn't sit still..I kept on thinking about my results.I feel scary..
My heart beat at a very rapid pace.
I try to calm myself.
I know...if I get bad results...
First...parents sad..damn all the books i spent..nearly RM1000+ ..
Second...my rivals..I m referring to those who opposes me and having conflicts with me..got few people lah in my school..I don't like them..
I really wish I can beat them in a freaking gay way...

10.30p.m. I decided to sleep early...

12th of March,

I woke up...reluctantly i climb out from my bed knowing that today will be the most memorable day which may mark the fall of me or the rise of me...which may determine my next episode of life..
After completing my habitual personal cleaning process..that's what i think of my daily bathing,brushing teeth and washing my face.
I went to the school...
Then my mum wish me gudluck and brought me to the school.
There, I met a few friends which congratulate me for
For what???

For wearing short pants with slippers to school.
They said I have to go home and change long pants with proper foot wear..=_=
My mum was frustrated..she brought me home and I suggest to her that I shall ride my motorcycle to school.
Vrooom...Vrooom !!!!

I reached the school in lightning speed..
There, I start to search for my results..the result I most anticipated in my life!!
The deputy headmaster told me that I got...

12A1 and 1A2...
I asked..What for A2??
She started like this...

YOU..ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Account get A2???
Really Siao...LoLx..

I was dumbfounded..
Sienzz...
Account A2?
Siao mie..should be the easiest subject of all..
Nvm..Mr.Chan a teacher and Mr.Tajuddin retired..
No one to teach me accounts..I have to study my ownself..
I really hate it!!
Nvm...A2..ok lar =_=

BUT I M SO HAPPY!
13As...
DAMN!
I didn't think of myself getting this result..
You guys know why???
I shall list the reasons why I didn't think I should have gotten such a good result..

1st,
For the whole Form 5...I PLAY DOTA ALMOST EVERYDAY!!!
AT LEAST 2 games each day...!!
Which consumes at least 2 hours...
I always sleep in class due to tiredness..especially add maths class..you can ask teacher Ruzi..hahaha
She always say...Jaren?? U study too late ar??
Nah..my heart say...I dota too late :P

2nd,
I m a slacker...in other words..Lazy BOy...
I always watch movie...
All singapore movie for the whole year in AEC channel 301 I watched almost every 7 o'clock..
I also watch SPIRIT's Of LOVE for the whole year..which has more than 500 episodes..
Almost everyday I watch it..

3rd,
I m not the same like my frens....
I ride motorcycle to almost every tuition I took..
I go tuition BM with motorcycle..
Ekonomi also..
Erm...Physics also...
Chemistry nolar..got neighbour carpooling..
Additional mathematics also...Maths I stop tuition cos I find too easy...
I don't tuition Biology de..hehe
That's all..I didnt tuition much..

4th,
Spm that day I still go Cyber Cafe play dota with friends..
I mean of course...those important subjects I don't go dota..
LoLx

That's all..but I really get 12A1 1A2..
I really feel proud..
I appreciate everyone who wishes me and congratulate me for getting such a splendid results...Thanks!!

NIce Song

2008-12-07T05:18:00.001-08:00

Britney Song- Autumn GoodBye

2008-12-07T05:11:00.001-08:00

Korean Songs that I love

2008-12-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

This is Ultra,Super,DAmn FUnnY VIDeo...A MUZ WATCH VIDEO!!!

2008-11-14T10:03:00.001-08:00

So Clever..~~

2008-10-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 18 September 2008 16:12
Michael was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6, 7,8,9,10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10,he did it back from 10 to 1...

This is what he came with... ..

1 day,i go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep.But the couple saw me,so i panic n 4 down.The man rush out n wanted to 5 with me.I run until 1 fall 6.So i go into 7 eleven n grab some 8 to throw at him.Then i took a 9 n try to stab him.10 god,he run away... ..

So,i put the 9 back n pay for the 8 n left 7 eleven.Next day,i call my boss n say i am 6.He said 5,tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.He also asked me to climb a 3 n jump down.I don't understand,i' m so nice 2 him but i don' know what he 1...

hope u understand k... ..ahaksss... .

Lovely Bird's Heart is Killed =(

2008-10-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

What should I write?
I m sure the above title doesn't sound interesting at all...
It's more like Romeo N Juliet story again....with sad endings....those bloody stories..
The question arises...
Who's that bird?
Well...its a secret.... =)
A fren of my told me this story....
This bird...once flew high in the sky...freely and able to look at her everyday..with her carefree attitude..a perfectionist was right in front of my eyes..
The beautiful enchanting eyes...with sound as soft as a dove...
Dancing with joy around my eyes....giving me hope to live on my life everyday...

Things had changed since the day....a group of hunters start shooting at her..
I was not spared !!
The bird was severely wounded...
I tried to save her...but I can't...I really love her very much.....~~
A bullet had penetrated deep in her heart...and killed the heart instantly which prevents blood from transporting oxygen around her body...
As we know oxygen is considered physical essence of life..
I loVE HER!~!!!!!!!!!! Arghhh..
But no..she's long gone...now...
Time had passed..
I still can't get her out from my mind...
LOve Is BLind..
I wish I can forget her...
I wish i can!!!
But....

but i dono lo...you have to ask my fren..lol
Boring...zzZ

He said...
I wiLL always Love you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anwar's credibility

2008-10-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

This guy was once our deputy prime minister..
bbut he was being alleged of being involved in the sodomisation of his former aide..
no one knows the truth except Annwar himself..
After reading what blogger Raja Petra wrote about the corruption happening involving high ranking government officials..i was pissed off..
Cant those politicians be more Amanah/strong integrity??
The recent election results had shown that malaysians are having doubt with BN..They r wiiling to vote for the oppositions..
I look at Anwar not jz as saviour for all rakyat Malaysia but also an opportunity for a more democratic ruling government..
but i hate about Anwar when he sets ridiculous dates to take over the government..
u think BN ppl will allow dat happen?
our prime minister with his kind looking face sure make ppl pity him1..
Anwar's face?? a bit not nice lo..
i m having the perception dat Anwar is an old guy who is desperate to overthrow the government.. to b prime minister..
slow and steady pls...
but i also know he is losing popularity as time passes..
I study moral about Akta tandatangan digital 1997/Akta Jenayah komputer 1997 states that i mayb liable for any charges if i write malicious things..that's why ii think a lot b4 write here..
hehe..#!?@er Ahmad..ur lucky..
If i live in america i sure criticise u bloody bad for downgrading chinese..
Ur face looks ugly And look uneducated..
poor u ignorant..nvm..
even d.p.m Najib apologises..u?
go home sleep pls...

Exchange Spm Trial Questions from various States

2008-10-09T22:43:00.000-07:00

I m really hoping to share info and exchanging trial papers from various states with anyone who is interested to do so with me..
My hp number is 0129081523...
Anyone wanted to discuss about SPM exam with me can feel free to call me..
Hmm...about exchange questions...u can email me at gjaren@hotmail.com
Or leave a message at the chatbox.
I got quite a lot collection of questions from various states in my pc..hehe
But of course, I m looking forward to get more variety of questions from different states...
=)

Zzz..heart wrenching news...

2008-10-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

Ethnic Chinese teenager commits suicide after gang rape by Indonesian mob

May 1998

The local SCTV yesterday had another heart-breaking interview with a newly form ethnic Chinese political party (Partai Pembauran Indonesia) leader, Jusuf Hamka who said the ethnic Chinese are always made scapegoats during any national crisis and strife, like the clash between PDI Party members last year and the Reform movement. The mass main targets on which they release their anger is the property and life of the ethnic Chinese . He warned, be not misled by the local reports that about 51,000 ethnic Chinese out of 150,000 ethnic Chinese and foreigners who fled the country during the riots have returned to Indonesia just to get their destroyed business restarted.

"They came back because they just want to reassess the situation. The majority just want to settle business matters like the sale of their properties, before immigrating abroad. They feel unsafe, and were discriminated against unhumanely,"Jusuf said.

Jusuf then related the very sad tragedy broadcast by Hong Kong TV two nights ago. A rape victim's mother told the HK TV in a live interview that a group of rapists during the Jakarta riot stripped off her daughter's clothes and forced her to run onto the 26th floor, where they gang-raped her. After the rape, the rapists left. The frightened girl was very depressed and dismayed. She then cut one of her fingers and wrote on a piece of paper with her blood, asking her parents for forgiveness for her decision to end her life, because she was too ashamed to face civilized society. The girl then commited suicide. The blood-written note was shown on HK TV. And the narrator's voice choked and he could not go on.

There are too many such tragedies to be told. Read the article written by a anthropology professor of National University of Singapore entitled "Kapok Non Pri", in which he told of the racist, discriminatory acts designated exclusively for the Chinese.This is exemplified in the case of over 100 women raped in the broad daylight in the presence of hundreds of onlookers. This incident received no attention from the media and no public sympathy. In contrast, a rape case involving a pribumi (native) Tangerang old woman which happened in darkness last year received nationwide media coverage and condemnation.

The use of the Chinese language is banned in Indonesia and Chinese publications are classified as dangerous goods together with narcotics, explosives and the like on the Indonesian Customs Declaration form. The Solo Chinese are even prohibited to make and sell Kue Keranjang. (nian gao, the Chinese New Year cake) The fleeing victims of recent riots were charged by a MPR member as being "unpatriotic" and threatened with having their names registered and their trade licenses revoked. The basis of the punishment is "because they ran away after their shops were looted and burned and their family members raped".

Food is getting scarcer and the prices are skyrocketing after the looting and destruction of all Chinese rice mills. The mayors of Tebing Tinggi and Tanjung Balai, towns which suffered the heaviest loss during the riots, sent circulars to all shop owners, including the victims, ordering them to open their businesses immediately. "Rome was not built in one day."

A victim in Tebing Tinggi did follow the mayor's instructions. The next day, he placed a placard in front of his empty doorless shop with its burnt-out racks and furniture still visible, reading "This shop is open for 24 hours". What a good and cynical idea from thoughtless govt officials who have no sympathy with the victims at all. They have no response to the riots except oppression and extortion.

This is a very bad thing happening in our neighbouring country...
Too bad..we cannot do anything because their mindset are uncivilised..
I m refering to those bloody ass holes staying at Indonesia who commit those crimes with disregard of human rights and self-conscience..

Life DurinG Hari Raya....

2008-10-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

This week...the malays celebrate Hari Raya...
It's holiday for the chinesee...haha
me?
Go KL lor...
I stayed in Boulevard..a hotel beside Mid Valley..
There are many things sold in Mid Valley...
In KL...everything is all about money $$$...no money no talk...
1 person eat for lunch...RM20 ady...in Terengganu? RM4.50 kopitiam also eat till damn full le..
RM4.50=RM3 Nasi Ayam+RM1.50 Milo Peng...(ice) LoLz...
So?? Study hard !!! work as a professional in KL..at least RM5k or above....RM10k preferably..
Then you can buy anything you want!!!
Haha...
I miss school so much ....my frenssz...
Jia yUn..Sook Yee...Wei Yang...Jia Cheng...and few others...
I love to buli people in tuition de..I don't know why..
When the tuition teacher is teaching..I will keep on crapping at the back...
In Chemistry tuition...
I crap non-stop about Dota with my CHWs friends..
"Double Kill.."
"Thriple kIll.."
"Tiny can pawn Nerubian assasin stick jer.."
"Syllabear got BUG!!! DESO DESO!!"
Haha...
In Mr.Egg tuition..or Add.Maths tuition..
I will kacau Sook Yee and Jia yun ...hahaha
They two talk about girl's stuff and cosmetics...I also kepo inside..
Lol..
yah!!! I wana buy a Facial Mask from Sook Yee for RM40...lolz...
It's good for the face's skin...it has whitening effect too..

Sry..mayb out of the topic or Title above..
I jz Kepo anything i wana say...

In KL...I want to buy a lot of things..but only stay for a few days...no time to buy all..

I took Taxi to Low Yatt..
There are a lot of computer stuff there...
You can get computer stuff at a good bargain price there...

Now I am visiting my uncle in his apartment near the KL city..
He is quite successful here working in a big company..
Quite a high post..not sure..haha
He is a good and generous guy too...

Let's talk about other things...
There are a lot of pretty girls here too...
All wear sexy and considered taboo or outrageous in KT..=_=
I hope to work here...more girls..hahaa..
Nola...i prefer timid and nice girls...not too sporting...
Ais..that's all ...
BB...
NExt Post dono when...

Good News or Bad News??

2008-09-25T13:39:00.000-07:00

After the Spm trial is over , I got my results from the teacher.
Guess what...I got 12 As and 1 C..
What did i get for C?
The extra subject I took...economics =_=..
I was surprised......
I thought I'll be able to score straight A's but I failed to do so...Haiz...
I am really worry a bit..haha

I m drafting plan and finding solutions for my problems..
I'll concentrate more on economy now..
It's important hehe...
It may affect my overall achievements...

Hey Jaren..how many A's u get??
12As...and 1C...
Wtf???
U kidding me???
@_@
I dowant that!!!!!
LoL...
that's all...jz expressing what my inner heart feels

Pretty babes...

2008-09-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

This is the sexiest Japanese girl...

What's your comment about her?? =)

My New HandPhone =) Samsung Omnia...

2008-09-09T13:16:00.000-07:00

This is my new handphone Samsung Omnia which is my first PDA phone..
It has 5mega pixel camera...
A GPS system which allows me to know my whereabouts using satellite...
Bluetooth of course...
It has Wi-Fi...I can browse the internet....
Can stream youtube videos in it...
It is running on Windows Mobile 6.1 the newest!!
I really love the handphone!!

LoVeeee........at first sight...~~

2008-09-09T12:32:00.003-07:00

The title is commonly heard these days......
Well...it happens to me too...
It's hard to describe how it feels when you fall in love with a person at first sight..
Actually i consider myself still immature and have many things to learn..
I make conclusions very quickly base on the available source of information my body can detect..
However,I didnt realize that there are many other hidden things that I don't really understand or know..
When i look at "that" girl...I fall in love instantly...LoL
But...is it i like her merely because of her beauty or her soft demeanour?
I am always being fooled by my own interpretations especially in this situation..
It is really confusing now..
That girl is really beautiful....though i can't show her pics here...
Jz boriNg...

aahh...go sleep d

LoVeeee........at first sight...~~

2008-09-09T12:32:00.001-07:00

GraB mY HanDs by RaiNnnzz

2008-07-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

This is a Great Example..(of two SoGua Korean Girls with Long Hairs....WAKakaka) :P

2008-07-29T06:43:00.001-07:00

LiVe MaYBee

2008-07-29T06:37:00.001-07:00

Great Song from Great Couples....
I wish I can sing like that with my girlfriend...haha

Another Nice Korean Song.....

2008-07-29T06:34:00.000-07:00

Not Really nice though...the girl quite pretty =)
I have the impression that all long hair girls are pretty...
Lol especially when I look at them at the back...but the face in front dono =_= haha??

Awww Nice Korean Song

2008-07-29T00:39:00.000-07:00

The subtitles you really have to read it!!!
So touching..haha

Purpose of Living ~~

2008-07-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

Have you ever ask yourself why are you doing this??
Like myself it always occur to me the question...why am i studying so hard?
What is the purpose of it??
Having a lot of knowledge simply let us have a feeling of satisfaction that we have achieved something in life...
It is just a mere disillussionment which cause everyone of us to be involved in this rat race..
Even me myself is also blinded by this "stupidity"...
Albert Einstein once said that there's no limit to creativity and intelligence..
However, most human limit themself by doing what others commonly do..
Let me clarify this..
When the first pioneer species of monkey finds it's staple food like Banana..
Other generations born also follow suit..all eat banana..
So..they never think of other kinds of available fruits or other foods...
They follow what others commonly do which limits their creativity and imagination..
By repeating the same thing everyday...
I feel really confined and limited...
I can't expand my potentials in what I m interested..
Eg..I love the field of astronomy..I really hope that I will be able to discover what is at the edge of our Universe...
That's my dream...
Although some will say by studying right now..it is to build the foundation of a more in-depth understanding of science and able to disseminate information to others about our findings by language as a medium..
Well, there's truth in it...
Though most of us is so engrossed in this rat race that will hardly spend time with ourself..
We should stay in a quiet and peaceful place and start thinking what is the purpose of our life...
Why do we live???
I once asked my fren..what's your purpose of living..??
She said to eat =_=
Then another one said..."to enjoy and have fun"
Well...there's some truth in it..
Those are just temporary happiness which doesn't give any significant impact to ourself and others...
Well some may refute my claim...
To me..it is perfectly true that everything around us is temporary...
Some people decided to do good things to make their life more meaningful..
Ya..i really love this idea...
Monks and some people around us...
They practise meditation...and do good deeds which contribute a lot to the society..I find it's indeed very meaningful...

That's all for today..
So bored so...while waiting for my dota loading...
jz write something i find can open everyone's mind..haha
WAit For my NExt POst!!!

I Find This information is very useful to guys who are really serious about having a girlfriend...^^

2008-07-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

I jump bump into this lists of ways to woo a girl...while reading my (mails)...
You guys can read up and learn some ways which I find pretty good...Haha

It all started this way.....

Have you ever wanted to woo a girl, and make her sigh dreamily when she thinks about you?
Here are some great ways to impress her...

Steps

1. Be a gentleman. Be polite always, especially around her friends and family:
open doors for people, help old ladies cross the street, and if you want be daring,
kiss her hand when you see her or first meet her.
2. Show interest and show her that you would like to get to know her and you were happy
to meet her or talk to her.
3. Always look into her eyes when speaking to her. That subtly will make her see that you
are really taking an interest.
4. Be sensitive and caring. Let her cry on your shoulder if she's sad. Make her smile when
she's feeling crummy.
5. If you have little siblings, nieces, or nephews, show her that you really care for them.
Play with them, watch over and protect them, show the girl that they look up to you.
6. For Valentine's Day, don't just buy her a teddy bear or a carnation - be elaborate.
{Edit} While "elaborate" will awe a girl, there's nothing wrong with coming off as "sweet"
or "thoughtful" instead. A dozen red roses may be the traditional romantic gift, but most
girls will be better pleased with a few of their favorite flowers tied with a red, pink, or white ribbon.
Actually remembering a girl's "favorites" will endear you to her more than any elaborate scheme. If it's
early in the relationship, though, and you don't know her "favorites" yet, a teddy bear (or other stuffed animal)
is a perfectly fine "fallback gift".
7. Be suave and smooth talking! Pick up lines are OK as long as they aren't obnoxious or overtly sexual to someone you
don't know.
8. Make her laugh. Girls love guys with a great sense of humor. That doesn't mean you should never take anything seriously,
or else you'll come off as a clown.

Tips

* Remember that all girls are different, and there's no one way to make any girl fall for you. For alternative takes
on making a girl get butterflies in her stomach, check out the Related wikiHows below.
* Don't stalk girls. They will start to avoid you. However, you can try to talk to them more, through phone, IM, email,
whatever.
* Look at youself in the mirror. If you've got an odd hair style or own something embarassing which'll make you look stupid,
change it. Most girls don't mind appearance but nearly all will have first impressions. Make them for the best!
* Girls don't like nasty breath. Eat mints regularly and brush teeth often.
* Don't just act natural - be natural! If your girl has anything close to a brain, she'll be able to detect that you're trying
too hard, or striving to be something you're not.
* Nothing is sexier than confidence. However, nothing is as unattractive as arrogance, or more annoying than a needy lack of
self-esteem. Try with everything you have to find the drawing medium which is confidence.
* Shower often.
* Fashion isn't just for girls... it's for guys to be recognized by girls. Get a nice pair of shoes such as Doc Martens.
A pair of cool jeans will also look cool when bought from a fashionable teen store. Same goes for shirts. Don't just buy one outfit.
Clothes should never be worn more than twice a week.
* Calling her "cute" or "beautiful" is more appreciated than "hot" or sexy", in fact, try to avoid the latter as much as possible.
* Get in shape. You don't have to be really muscular -- in fact, many girls don't like this -- but if you want to build yourself up,
here are a few good exercises:
o Arms - Get a dumbbell and do 50 curls on each arm every other day.
o Shoulders-Stand up with dumbbells, have your palms face out on your shoulder and move up and down. Do 25-50 every other day.
o Chest-Lay on the ground with dumbells with your palms up and your hands on your chest. Push up and down, do 50 every other day.
o Abs-Do 50-100 sit ups each day.
o or do 200 crunches aday.
o Legs and overall body weight-Run 2-5 miles every other day. Once you think of a sport you want to play, try and make the one
that is most popular in your school.
* Remember, there is no such thing as "spot reduction" running and exercise will get rid of fat all over your body, not just a certain
spot. The methods above are used to increase muscle tone.
* Ask her how shes doing and try to notice her moods. If she's sad, comfort her. If she is mad, ask her "what's wrong?"
* Don't be awkward or geeky when asking her out. Think of your own ways and do not try to act cool.
* If your friends treat her wrongly, talk to them about it and get them to stop.

Warnings

* Do this for every girl you are in a relationship with. If word gets out that you were a jerk to your last girlfriend,
no one will want to date you.
* Watch yourself. You can't always act the same around girls as you do around your male friends, especially at first.
* If a girl is known to spread rumors about exes, don't date her!
* Don't ever force the girl in question to do something she doesn't want to do.

World Tallest Building

2008-07-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

Burd Dubai is currently the world's tallest building..

It will be completed in September 2009.

About 818M tall..

Really..really tall...zzz

It cost $20billion to be constructed..

LoL

I dropped my phone on the RoaD ~~!!

2008-06-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

I am forced to use this Super Rich Colour Screen Mobile phone
after I drop my handphone on the black asphalt road.
I was so unfortunate !!

Look at my poor phone !!

The covers are totally smashed to pieces and there's no way for me to fix it..
Repair it on the phone shop?
It will cost more than the amount I buy it !!
Not worth it..

Well, I can't wait for next year to come!!
After SPM my dad promise to buy me the latest PDA phone !!
Nevertheless, at least I still got a colour screen phone =)

Play Xiangqi(chinese chess) or Chess here !!!

2008-06-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

http://www.playok.com/

I personally always practice chess and chinese chess here.

I am Sexy =) haha.....~~~ I like World Of Warcraft!!!

2008-06-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

Internet is NOT for Porn..haha (very funny x))

2008-06-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

Importance of knowledge to a growing business

2008-06-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

I find it very useful.Hope this post can enlighten everyone about the importance of knowledge in growing your own business.

Using information technology to gain and manage knowledge

Information technology offers powerful tools to help you gain and make the best use of knowledge. Some of the systems can be complex to set up and time-consuming to maintain. You need to choose systems that fit with your business and that will improve it without becoming a burden. You may find it useful to consult an IT specialist.

Types of information technology

Databases organise information so it can be easily accessed, managed and updated. For instance, you might have a database of customers containing their contact information, their orders and preferences.
A data warehouse is a central storage area you might use if you have a variety of business systems, or a range of information in different digital formats. Many businesses now use digital asset management to store, manage and retrieve information, and this can be particularly helpful if you sell online. It is, however, a complex area technically and in task management, and you may wish to seek specialist advice from an IT consultant.
Data mining is a process in which all the data you collect is sorted to determine patterns. For instance, it can tell you which products are most popular and whether one type of customer is likely to buy a particular item.
Reporting and querying tools let you create reports interpreting data in a particular way. How many of your sales have been handled by one particular employee, for instance?
Business intelligence portals are websites that bring together all sorts of potentially useful information, such as legal issues or details of new research.
The Internet and search engines - these can be a powerful source of knowledge, although be certain to check the credibility of your information source. Internet newsgroups can be specific sources of business information, but check the authors' other postings before deciding how to view their opinions and claimed facts.
An intranet is a secure internal network for the sole use of your business.
An extranet is similar to an intranet but can be extended to customers and suppliers.
Customer relationship management software helps you build up a profile of your customer database and enables you to target them through mail, telephone or postal marketing campaigns.
Call-centre systems enable you to serve large numbers of customers if you sell by telephone.
Website log-file analysis helps you to analyse how customers use your website so you can improve its effectiveness.
Systems to analyse and file customer letters, suggestions, emails, and call-centre responses, which will enable you to spot trends, improve customer service and develop new products, services and systems.

Perplexed...

2008-06-09T05:52:00.001-07:00

The recent mid-term school holiday is only 2 weeks which i think is really insufficient for me to rest myself from the hectic lifestyle I've been having this year.SPM is around the corner, I've been studying almost everyday.At the same time, I also play a lot of computer games.When the school reopens,I finally got my results which justify my lazy and carefree attitude.
I got all A's but 1B which is a disappointment to me. There's so many facts to memorise in Sejarah(history) which I find doesn't really have any thing to do with my future. They say, those who forget history are condemned to repeat the same thing.Is it really true? Well, regardless of anything I shall pull my pants up and start concentrate more on Sejarah..Bloody Subject!
Well, if I m not an avid gamer, I m sure I can memorise the whole Sejarah textbook and even remember every content in it.
Too bad...I love dota...it's a wonderful game where you can pick a hero and duel with other friends or foes by using different skills and tactics.Good strategies are important and you have to buy the right items using "golds" you earn from killing the "creeps".
I find it's a really interesting game and test your patience and skills..
I can play the game for 20hours a day during school holidays...(I mean last year)
This year I only play during Friday for about 4 to 5 hours...which I find doesn't satisfy my gaming needs.
I try to resort on buying foods during supper or buy lots of junk foods...
Or even buy DVD to watch..No matter what,I still feel an emptiness in my heart without playing this game.
Talking about someone you love...
If I m in love with someone,I may not get so addicted as my natural attitude is getting so engrossed with something until willing sacrafice anything to succeed or excel in it..
Last 2 years when I was in form 3..or Form 2..I was so engrossed in study..
I study everyday from day to night..I wanted to be the top and win everyone..
I can remember every single page of Sejarah and everything..
But now,my passion had switched into other thing which is Dota ..
Thank God..
I m still able to control myself by eating sweets while studying..
I may sound horrible...but I can finish 2 packs of Cashew Nuts/Pistaceous within a day..
Or finish a packet of SUNKIST Orange Juice 1litre in a day.
But..
I m able to study when I am occupied with these things..
I really hope I will be able to overcome this problem..
SPM is really near soon..
Luckily I m a quick learner and with my logic or common sense,I m able to do quite well in my other subjects particularly science subjects.
SEJARAH!!!!!!!!
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!
OK
I will start study that bloody subject now..
I will be posting EVerything about Sejarah in my SPM-Examination Section..
Everything important regarding that subject I will write it there.
Btw, by writing there I can remember really well.
You want me to seat on the chair and write the notes???
NO WAY..
I cannot seat still !~~
But when the exam is near...i surely can seat on the chair for the whole day without bulging.
That's all..
Refer to Spm-examination website for more informaiton on Sejarah Form 4 and 5...

Download Free English Songs and Chinese Songs

2008-05-25T12:47:00.000-07:00

Many people wanted to download free musics such as the latest english songs or latest chinese songs but have no idea where to download it.

These websites are completely free..

1)http://mp3.baidu.com/
2)http://www.needpop.com/
3)http://www.chinamp3.com/
4)http://www.99music.net/
5)http://music.tfol.com/
6)http://musichk.org/
7)http://sogou.com/

Personally I use http://www.sogou.com/ to download songs that I want.
It's free and fast =)

Dedicated to CSR.."Came to Ren"~~Explore you and your mind ! =)

2008-05-02T12:51:00.000-07:00

Hey..first of all..
What does CSR means to you?
"Came to Ren" if you translate it into chinese..
It means "born as a human" or "being patient is your philosophy of life" ^^
(人/忍)
What about you?What do you think?
Maybe it's a car?
A style of dancing?
...o.o
Perhaps at this moment you come to a point of frustration..
You google it..
U found CSR stands for China Security?Or Corporate Social Responsibility?
You can imagine as much as you want..but it has a lot of meaning to me..

CSR..allows me to learn a lot of new things..
What if it's a flower?
The first image conjure in your mind..of a flower..
What's the colour?Smell?Species?
You start asking these common questions..
Alright..i shall answer you..
It's smell's nice and it colours me ! Haha..
The species? It's nurtured by human..not the wild type ..^^
You probably still wondering what the heck am i crapping..
Well,CSR has the meaning of patience in mandarin..
U must follow ^0^ k?

What if it's a book?
You may wonder what's the content of the book..?
Well,after reading it...
I learnt things that I couldn't find on books..@_@ confused?
Yeh..that's the fact..paradox?

What if it's an airplane?
You will wonder how many passengers it can bring?
Haha..don't be mistaken..it's a cargo airplane..
It carries the pilot with the co-pilot only =)
The pilot has so many awards and look so shiny..
So many co-pilots wanted to get near to the pilot !!
Well, guess what I was the second person managed to be the co-pilot..
About a 2 months or so...flying with this pilot happily..
Out of the blue, few rebels saw our airplane and fired many rocket launchers at us...
Our engine was hit ! I tried to control the airplane but the altitude keeps on falling..
There's only 1 available parachutes...and i gave it to my 'senior' pilot..
The pilot successfully made safe landing...
I fall with the airplane together into the vast big ocean..
Summoning all my available faculty and strength, I swam to the nearest island..I was exhausted..
Few natives on the island provided some foods and drinks for me in order to replenish my body..
I was able to walk properly again after a few days..but I had changed..
Due to the trauma, I was unable to eat or sleep...
Each day, trapped on the island...
Figuring ways to escape from the island was not an easy task.
I tried to contact my 'senior pilot' many times with the satellite phone borrowed from the natives on the island but failed..
I failed miserably..
After 2 and a half years, UN rescue teams spotted me and flew me to my country..that's the end of the story..haha
Boring? (==,)

Hope you guys learn something from this post..
How to twist and turn and also express thoughts/experience/stories indirectly at the same time ^^
"Dedicated to Ren" CSR has a lot of meanings to me..

Alright, it's 4a.m. in the morning..
I gotta go now!
I shall post more proper stuff next time.. this is just for fun..

ApriL FoOL..

2008-04-06T08:18:00.000-07:00

Spm exam is just around the corner..I've been striving hard to prepare everything i can to face the exam. However, things aren't going as I've planned.. I find that I am addicted to the game DOTA!! Everytime when I am free , my mind will think of strategies and ways to beat opponents using different kinds of heroes..Words like "Killing spree","Mega Kill","Monster Kill" and "HoLy SHIT!!" just come out from the back of my mind our of sudden..
I felt pathetic for myself..Lolz.. Nonetheless, I find it's a normal thing because I'm not an active person especially in sports..So, my only entertainment and place of releasing my stress is from dotaing. This game is great and truly challenging. My mum cuT the streamyx line because she wants me to quit the addicting habit.Surprisingly, she gave me RM88 for the monthly subscription of streamyx as compensation o.O..Well,I have to accept her proposal..
How did i spend the money???
I went to giant , 7 Eleven and Shell Station to buy lots of snacks for myself.
I bought 10 Picnics,5 Crunch,2 Strawberry Conetto, 2 big packets of fruit juices and sweets..
I love sweet things...
I eat those snacks when i m studying..
Swt.. things turn wrong again..
Scientifically, an increase in blood glucose level in my body means I will either be hyperactive or sleepy..
Zzz...
I will sleep..half way studying..
Or go upstairs and downstairs doing nothing..

After a week, I decided to change my plan.
I found a mineral + vitamin supplement in my mum's pantry.
It contains high amount of zinc which is very good for our memory.
I eat the supplement for 2 days with a tablet a day..
My brain capacity has increased almost 50%.
I'm able to memorise stuff much easier than before..
o.O
Sounds CooL huh?
Well, that's the fact!

aaargh!! ! ! ! !!
BM..I tuition two places =-=
I m bloody weak in this subject..

BI..I have no problem with writing essays..
So there's virtually no problem with this subject..Just that I have to do some reading so i know the hottest news happening in our country.

Est..I don't even have the time to bother this subject.. TOO BUSY!!!

Sejarah..
Mid-year exam is just around the corner...
I have to prepare and read back form 4 Sejarah !!!
So tough..especially the names...
Omg!! I m not used to those names
I bought a lot of exercise books to prepare for SPM..
I'll do it when i am free...

Biology..
Form 4 biology is ok to me..
I understand everything and i guess it's not really a problem though..
But the experiment part is quite a pain in the ass!!
Section C i dono wana read wat.. aaaaa
Lolz

Woops..tomoro got school..
Guess i shall continue writing in the next few days..
Sooo boring...just voicing my thoughts..=)

Whizz Kid's PhanTom~~

Business Lecture

Hello!

Care for you =)

Albert Einstein's relativity.

Utada Hikaru rock my world !!! LOL..

Sleeping in class =P

Brothers and Sisters =P

A common misapprehension..

Life....

Experience getting mugged

My Days.....

niCe mV

The Wonder of Learning Physics (knowledge)

Update ~~~

Life...

My LiFe...

Tips on Scoring Straight A's in SPM!

My SPM results is unbelievable !!! =)

NIce Song

Britney Song- Autumn GoodBye

Korean Songs that I love

This is Ultra,Super,DAmn FUnnY VIDeo...A MUZ WATCH VIDEO!!!

So Clever..~~

Lovely Bird's Heart is Killed =(

Anwar's credibility

Exchange Spm Trial Questions from various States

Zzz..heart wrenching news...

This is a very bad thing happening in our neighbouring country...Too bad..we cannot do anything because their mindset are uncivilised..I m refering to those bloody ass holes staying at Indonesia who commit those crimes with disregard of human rights and self-conscience..

Life DurinG Hari Raya....

Good News or Bad News??

Pretty babes...

My New HandPhone =) Samsung Omnia...

LoVeeee........at first sight...~~

LoVeeee........at first sight...~~

GraB mY HanDs by RaiNnnzz

This is a Great Example..(of two SoGua Korean Girls with Long Hairs....WAKakaka) :P

LiVe MaYBee

Another Nice Korean Song.....

Awww Nice Korean Song

Purpose of Living ~~

I Find This information is very useful to guys who are really serious about having a girlfriend...^^

World Tallest Building

I dropped my phone on the RoaD ~~!!

Play Xiangqi(chinese chess) or Chess here !!!

I am Sexy =) haha.....~~~ I like World Of Warcraft!!!

Internet is NOT for Porn..haha (very funny x))

Importance of knowledge to a growing business

Using information technology to gain and manage knowledge

Types of information technology

Perplexed...

Download Free English Songs and Chinese Songs

Dedicated to CSR.."Came to Ren"~~Explore you and your mind ! =)

ApriL FoOL..

This is a very bad thing happening in our neighbouring country...
Too bad..we cannot do anything because their mindset are uncivilised..
I m refering to those bloody ass holes staying at Indonesia who commit those crimes with disregard of human rights and self-conscience..