Perplexed...

The recent mid-term school holiday is only 2 weeks which i think is really insufficient for me to rest myself from the hectic lifestyle I've been having this year.SPM is around the corner, I've been studying almost everyday.At the same time, I also play a lot of computer games.When the school reopens,I finally got my results which justify my lazy and carefree attitude.
I got all A's but 1B which is a disappointment to me. There's so many facts to memorise in Sejarah(history) which I find doesn't really have any thing to do with my future. They say, those who forget history are condemned to repeat the same thing.Is it really true? Well, regardless of anything I shall pull my pants up and start concentrate more on Sejarah..Bloody Subject!
Well, if I m not an avid gamer, I m sure I can memorise the whole Sejarah textbook and even remember every content in it.
Too bad...I love dota...it's a wonderful game where you can pick a hero and duel with other friends or foes by using different skills and tactics.Good strategies are important and you have to buy the right items using "golds" you earn from killing the "creeps".
I find it's a really interesting game and test your patience and skills..
I can play the game for 20hours a day during school holidays...(I mean last year)
This year I only play during Friday for about 4 to 5 hours...which I find doesn't satisfy my gaming needs.
I try to resort on buying foods during supper or buy lots of junk foods...
Or even buy DVD to watch..No matter what,I still feel an emptiness in my heart without playing this game.
Talking about someone you love...
If I m in love with someone,I may not get so addicted as my natural attitude is getting so engrossed with something until willing sacrafice anything to succeed or excel in it..
Last 2 years when I was in form 3..or Form 2..I was so engrossed in study..
I study everyday from day to night..I wanted to be the top and win everyone..
I can remember every single page of Sejarah and everything..
But now,my passion had switched into other thing which is Dota ..
Thank God..
I m still able to control myself by eating sweets while studying..
I may sound horrible...but I can finish 2 packs of Cashew Nuts/Pistaceous within a day..
Or finish a packet of SUNKIST Orange Juice 1litre in a day.
But..
I m able to study when I am occupied with these things..
I really hope I will be able to overcome this problem..
SPM is really near soon..
Luckily I m a quick learner and with my logic or common sense,I m able to do quite well in my other subjects particularly science subjects.
SEJARAH!!!!!!!!
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!
OK
I will start study that bloody subject now..
I will be posting EVerything about Sejarah in my SPM-Examination Section..
Everything important regarding that subject I will write it there.
Btw, by writing there I can remember really well.
You want me to seat on the chair and write the notes???
NO WAY..
I cannot seat still !~~
But when the exam is near...i surely can seat on the chair for the whole day without bulging.
That's all..
Refer to Spm-examination website for more informaiton on Sejarah Form 4 and 5...