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A common misapprehension..

As originally derived in 1907, Einstein's famous equation E=mc2 says that the liberation of an energy E by any system will cause it to lose a mass m equal to E divided by c2, the square of the speed of light. This is just as true of a burning tree as of a nuclear bomb, except that the energy released in ordinary burning is too small to allow a measurement of the decrease in mass of the products of combustion. If one insists on saying that mass is converted to energy in nuclear reactions, then one must say the same of ordinary burning. The true source of the energy released when a tree burns is the sunlight absorbed during the tree's life, and the true source of the energy that is released in a uranium fission is the energy stored in the nuclears when it was formed in a supernova explosion long before the earth condensed from the interstellar medium.
This explains when tree burns..it just change it's state into Co2 and some by products.
However there must be some very small amount of loss in mass..at subatomic levels.

Life....

This is a special post for the muggers.
I got mugged few days ago and I was thinking about the entire incident which affected my thinking quite significantly..

I was wondering this person physically healthy and capable of carrying out work loads like any other adults..
Why should he resort to this kind of way to obtain money from others?

1) That guy is purely pathetic without any faith or religion. He is just a bastard full of ignorance. By stealing from others, you took away what people are entitled for and take things which doesn't belongs to you AT ALL..that guy is soo pathetic..
He inflict sufferings to others but as a matter of fact he himself is living in such a hideous condition having to commit such an abominable act.

2) What's the purpose of living if you bring unrest to our community. It is better that guy doesn't exist at all. He doesn't contribute anything to our community and acted like an animal in a violent and uncivilised way to gain foods(money). He is like a wild beast eager to satisfy his own needs and cravings.
I feel like vomiting having the thought of this kind of person exist in our community.

3)He is bold enough to carry out this act simply means he doesn't have any love and affection to others. Does that guy has any close relatives or family memebers kind enough to advise him to stop that act? It is such a shame thing to do and I assume that guy must be an orphan or an impudent child receiving inadequate education and attention at home. He is Pathetic.

To sum everything up, I just want to express out my feelings to the muggers..
You guys are pathetic bastards who have nothing better to do.
Go ahead live your life that way and die without any dignity.
U took away my handphone and some cash..
So what?
When I work, with knowledge I can earn back in a few days time..
I will never resort to such hideous act..

NEVER!

Experience getting mugged

I was walking back after a long day of shopping and enjoying foods around KL..suddenly, a guy came out of nowhere held a knife pointing towards me...
I was shocked,terrified and stunted..
I gave him whatever I have...
Handphone...Money RM200...

That guy is an ass hole!! I showed him middle finger the time I walked away...
I feel this weird feeling of scared and nervous...
It feels so unusual...
I hated myself for walking through the dark alley..
But that's my regular route back to my Uncle's apartment.

My Days.....

2nd semester have started...
All the classes started and I'll be going through the usual hectic lifestyle I experience in my first semester..

Currently I m in the 18months programme which is a fast-track programme...
My college timetable is divided into 9 segments..
Each segment is actually 45minutes..
Being in an 18-month programme, everyday I have classes..class cancellation is something unheard of...
Everyday there are 9x45 which is 405minutes of classes...that is approximately 7 hours of schooling hours..
I call it schooling..I dont consider myself in college..
You'll know what I mean when u continue reading..

Being a playful guy in nature..
I dream of going to Taylor or Sunway like my frens!
They?? SPM no nid study hard...just get few As can study ADP(American Degree Programme) in the colleges.
According to them, they can go CC everyday play dota until late at night...
Classes in the afternoon and they can go clubbing once in awhile..
After that can go US to study..
Well, I believe my parents can afford me for the program too..and I really wish I can follow them..
Or maybe go Australia la..study SAM for a year then go Perth..
Like that oso better lar..rather than stuck in this college..haizz

My taylor friends...
After class, yo bro...wana go eat Bak Kut Teh or Ko Lo Mee?
Then sooo syiok go eat..Sushi? or Korean foods?
Damn !!!
That's what they relate to me when they have their semester breaks..
They told me...
Finding a girlfriend there is sooo easy..
U can easily change girlfriend anytime you want...
The girls are beautiful and know how to make up...
Even my friend not very handsome oso can "dump" girlfriends...

I listen everything he said...I sigh with my college..
I feel like dying...
Why should I lead such an unhappy life??
I'll try to explain my college life and is there still a purpose of me living...??

EACH DAY..
I wake up...
7.20a.m. I bath and ready for classes..
What's waiting for me in the dining hall??
Bee Hun/Mee...plain 1...very very plain..
The Milo? No Smell1..like drinking plain water..just that it's brown in colour..

Ok class starts..
blah blah blah..the teacher convey their messages...it's ok..
This colleges' facilitators are quite nice...
The quality is there...

10.25 we had a shortbreak..
Normally I'll be in the Resource Centre checking my mails and do some research on my course..

10.45? Rush to my next class..

1p.m. What's waiting me??
CHICKEN!
CHICKEN!
Everyday CHICKEN!
ok sometimes fish..the fish...sucks..
Nevermind.. I have to learn not to be choosy..
I think this kind of problem arises because..last time I too "ho mia" ady..
Everyday at home..
My mum cook 4 dishes..there will be soup for sure..
Now I really appreciate my mums' cooking...MUMMY!!!!!! I LOVE YOUR COOKINGS!!!
ahhhhh THE VEGETABLES IN my college..Like twigs!!!

2p.m.
afternoon class starts again...
ok lor..listen listen listen teacher teaching lor..
Then 4.15p.m.
I shout to myself...Yahoo!!! All classes finally ended..
Then mayb I'll be in the RC enjoy myself surfing the internet..
Internet connections in my apartment are Fantastic..
U can detect the connection but u cannot connect it..
Even if you are able to connect it...loading google homepage is taking forever..
Nice right?

Being an avid gamer since young..
I love playing dota..
Come here..I play dota? NO time..
If i spend 1 hour playing dota...the next morning I cannot wake up..
I get tired easily..haizzz

5-7p.m. normally I sleep lor...
So tired....whole day like having war...trying to digest everything the teacher said..

7p.m. go eat in the dining hall..
Guess what's waiting?
CHICKEN!!!
nice! (==,)

At night I'll be in my apartment completing my homework or maybe chit chat with friends...

Well talking about friends..
I have a lot of friends in this college..
They having different thoughts and opinions but most of them are caring and nice..
Especially my batch...everyone helps one another..every1 is friendly..
I'm glad I have supportive friends !

The seniors are very nice too..
I have a very good senior nickname "Apple" who always helps me whenever I feel depressed..
Ok I admit..we mix together pretty well...the reasoN??
Because both of us share the same problem...
We are depressed..
Depress of what??
With this kind of lifestyle...
Everyday study study study...cannot enjoy oso...haizzz

I have a really really nice "joke" to tell..!
I prefer go Sawah Padi and become Petani than everyday thinking of solutions to problems and memorising facts...
As a petani..carefree..no nid think so much..
That's basically just an expression of how we feel..haizzz

Well occasionally we go Tanjung Malim and relax..
TM is the nearest city to our college..
My estimation of the radius of the city is about 2km?
That's how small it is...
But at least we can enjoy some foods there and the delicacies are nice!
Yummy!!

Weekends...what to do??
Cannot go out..stuck in prison..==
bo pian lor................................
After SPM, I tot I can relax for 6 months..
Mana tahu my mum send me straight to college...
First few weeks I enter the college, I feel like resorting to various suicide methods..
For the sake of going UK...no choice..

I have been working my personal statement quite some time...
I find the starting of my ps quite interesting and smooth..
Maybe I'll be able to attract the attention of the admin officer..
Who knows right??
ZZzzz..

Oh ya talking about girls..
Err what can I say?
In Terengganu, my hometown..I study in a Malay School...
The girl that I like...cannot even find...
I watch movie...like Hong Kong movies...or Singapore movies..
The girls are very fashionable..I very like leh..
But...haizzz
Then before I enter the college..
I thought this college will be like Taylor or Sunway..
AFter first day I enter the college..
My hope is immediately dampened...
I mean...mostly the girls like to study here...not very fashionable...
I admire elegance..
Whatever..those are just crap talks..Imaginary Thoughts that can never be fulfilled..
Unless till the day I step my foot on the soil of England...
Then, maybe the opportunity is there..

My previous girlfriend is quite nice..
She is very caring and understanding..
But her studies not very good, she always complain that she a bit dumb compare to others..But I find her personality very good plus she is pretty..hahaaa
She is now studying form 6..
Form 6 very hard o i hear a lot ppl say..A bit pity her..
What to do??
She no nid study lar...I pay everything for her...zzz
I stuck in prison..wana call her or meet her oso difficult..
No chance la...Can die liao...
I really feel depressed..
Arghhh!!!!
Patient!!
I nid to be strong...cannot give up easily..
I've gone too far to give up everything..
I nid to continue this race and get the best result out of it~!

Oh ya I forgotten to comment bout the new July intake..
The juniors..
The guy friends I get to know..
They are basically cool and nice..
I mean we share the same thoughts and perspective..
The girls??
errr...I m not too sure as I don't mix a lot with them..
Most of them are older than me..though I m considered the senior..
We are of the same age..but I november birthday...hahaa age as a limiting factor..
But no interest lor...they too matured..
I admit I childish little boy!! Haizz...
nevermind lo..I like the way I am..I feel happy always..
I can cast my depression aside very easily :)

niCe mV

The Wonder of Learning Physics (knowledge)

The beautiful things around us...the physics is everywhere..When you experience things in nature could be a rainbow or a sunset.Eveyone feels it's nice and it's beautiful..but it's so much more..
There's a hidden beauty and that's what I call the knowledge.It is that knowledge that gives us insight.People who doesnt have that knowledge..their experience is limited.Always narrows and shallow

Update ~~~

I find that the TV series House is very interesting.

The story lines and how they solve complicated cases with contradicting symptoms is something which you shouldn't be missing.

Dr.House , Kutner ,Cathy , Amber , 13.... they played their role nicely showing their passion in the field of medicine.

I've always been interested to study medicine.

I wanted to know more about our human body. My level of thinking skills enables me to connect every symptoms and imagine in an in-depth way of how our human body is actually working..

For instance, if someone is having a cough..

First I identify what other symptoms he has..

nails , hands , colour of schlerotic ( eyeball colour ) , hair ..

Many factors need to be taken into consideration..

That guy's previous encounters like....what did he do yesterday or maybe in the past few weeks?

Suspected diseases?

Tuberculosis? Normal Cough? Trachea infection? Auto Immune response? Allergies?

Just giving you a general idea of how meticulous I am when analysing something..

Basically I have interest in Biology..everything is connected.

I wanted to be a doctor...

But...

My subjects in A levels are..

Chemistry  , Physics , Economics and Mathematics..

So my biology level is just till SPM Level..

I also wanted to be an economist...

I love to know how investments are made..what sort of investments...the risk factors..

How banks manipulate money to earn more money...

I wanted to have the experience in setting up my own company..

Basically I love business too..

I am very particular about money..I always envy those billionaires...I wanted to learn from them...actually from what I observe...they are the lucky stars who actually made the right investments at the right time..this golden opportunity makes them billionaires.

Physics...

I love physics too..

I m pretty good at understanding things related to physics..

It's just logic and the ability to reason following the laws of nature.

If you are able to foresee what may happen later using your experience , your physics should be good..

Calculations are not a problem to me..

Using unknowns to get figures or answers is something I love to do..

PHYSICIST / ECONOMIST / DOCTOR...

I m a bit confused of what career should I enroll in....

I m interested in all the 3 almost unrelated careers...

Right now I m studying to be an engineer (physicist) same as problem solver....

If I get Bank Negara, I'll be an economist...

If I have the opportunity to study for medicine..

I'll certainly go for it..

Those are the things I have in mind now..

Just writing it out... xD

Life...

Recently, my dad just bought me a new laptop..

It's Sony Vaio Fw-series.

It has a CPU core 2 duo 2.4ghz , 400gb internal harddisk , 4gb ram ,

 256mb ATI radeon Graphic card.

I feel really happy because I finally owned a laptop !

I start installing all my favourite games inside...Call of duty 4, Left 4 dead , Warcraft , CS ...

I have 3gb size of musics in my harddisk..and the sound system embedded in my laptop is fantastic..It has High Definition Sound with Stereo Speaker plus Dolby Surround Technology..

I enjoy listening to musics...

Watching movies in this laptop is too good to be true..but it's really true ==

FULL HIGH Definition Screen with 16.4 Inch LCD Panel with Rich Colour..

The motions and frames produced by the LCD is soooo real...

Conclusion..

I feel very contended that I own such a great laptop..

I wanted to thank my PaPa for buying me such a good laptop and my uncle for giving the right advise to me in choosing this laptop.

To me ? Mac Sucks...

Well, it's good if you want something new and for designers..

But...c'mon I used Windows since I m 6years old...Windows 95...

I love Windows Operating System...Billgate you did a great job!

Ok that's all about my laptop..

I use it only during weekends so that my studies will not be affected by an "extra" entertainment ==

I won't be able to study if I switch on the music when I m studying..

I can't focus..so I lock my laptop in my closet...hehe

Ok...talking about my semester exam..

This semester I have to seat for Physics , Maths , Economics and Chemistry..A levels..

Well...I feel proud that I have fulfilled my responsibility to my parents by obtaining 

A in Physics..

A in Mathematics...

A in Economics..

I haven't seat for chemistry yet because the exam is a bit delayed...

If I get all 4As then I'll be able to apply UCAS to top universities in UK and may get an offer letter..my personal statement needs to be written nicely showing my interest in the course I m taking which is being an Electrical and Electronic Engineer..(E&E)

My moral studies is ok...pass ==

But I failed my Malaysian Studies by getting (12.5/40)

Totally screw up that paper...because I didnt study at all..

Ok...just don't care bout that paper...after I get an offer letter from UK universities..

Who gives a crap about MS..

But I'll try work harder...to pass that paper..I just need to pass that paper..That's all.. 50% ==

I got Bank Negara interview last week...

I went through the interview from 8.15a.m. until 5p.m.

It was pretty tiring..I think I did a great job during the interview by convincing the interviewers that I really want to be an economist..

Well I applied to be an economist for Bank Negara Scholarship..

I don't mind being an engineer or an economist..

I love those two courses.. =)

I m waiting for the result whether I m accepted or rejected...Pray to the god..hopefully I get it..

JPA?

I got rejected...12A1 and 1A2...not qualified to get a scholarship..

A fren I got to know from JPA interview...5A1 4A2 got scholarship to overseas..

Of course he is a bumiputra..

But...the government should be more realistic...

The gap between our grades are soooo big...why am I rejected??

I feel so sad and thinking that my government doesnt wants to support me..

Study hard for what?

I won't work for this government because they don't support me..

I don't think of contributing anything to this government for not supporting me when I achieve good grades..

THE INTERVIEWERS ENGLISH WORSE THAN MY 9YEARS OLD SISTER ENGLISH.

Shit...invite those cockhead interviewers to interview me and I got rejected..

The other candidates their english suck like hell..

They still get JPA scholarships..I really feel unsatisfied...

Haiz..nvm..no wonder Malaysia cannot improve..Wawasan 2020? eat this _|_

Najib promised that 11A1 and above sure get scholarship...

So did I get??

Bullshit...

I m now putting my hope on Yayasan Terengganu..

Hopefully Terengganu government ,whatever links they have with the federal government can support me...

IQ test or whatever test I m ready for it..

So that's all...just writing about what I've been through this few weeks...

About the government thing...that's my personal thoughts..

If I offended anyone..you can leave my blog rightaway..

I m being truthful..I m 18years old..no bad intentions...just expressing my unsatisfaction about what happened...